Gluttony is a sin I cannot forsake

Haha, Aaron and I went to Sakae to have a buffet lunch yesterday. Oh my god, we ate the amount for like a family of five or something. I shall list down the number of things we ate. Let’s see, I had 18 plates of sushi and Aaron had 17 plates. That’s also not including the two bowls of udon and two servings of fruits each. Out of the eighteen plates, I had two chawamushi, three soft-shell crab hand roll and about four of five plates of salmon sushi. Do not eat the mochi at sakae, the skin is thicker than leather and it is not ice cream inside but some flavored yellow paste.


I paper mached the chawamushi cup with the napkin given and some left over soy sauce. Haha.

Okay, after that short advertisement for sakae, I shall go on to talk about other random things that have happened or are going to take place. I think I am so going to fail mathematics and I am so not looking forward to the hellish week that is coming up on week ten. There are like four tests that are coming up and they all fall on the same week as my birthday. That’s so sad. I think my birthday this year will be quite depressing because I have this gut feeling that no one will bother to do anything about it. And usually my gut feelings come true. Like I said, I’m physic and have premonitions. Haha.

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Don’t ask me why, but I am using toads as a metaphorical symbol in the current extract that I am going to rant with. Those who can’t stand bitching, I suggest you don’t read on. Nothing amusing to do? Go plunge into a cesspool or something. =) But it won’t be bitchy as you think it is, so that will be a judgement call.

Toads have a tendency to reside in clusters, don’t they? However, I have nevertheless been unable to find out what word is it that is used to describe a group of them. There is a flock of birds or a gaggle of geese, but I just can’t seem to find out what is used for toads. Being the amphibians that they are, they can thrive both in land and water. It is a common sight to see toads plunging into the cool pond water whenever they sit too long on some rock or lily pad. A natural occurrence, does this mean that we have to deal with abandonment in everyday life? The link made is probably quite random and far fetched and complicated to grasps, but I think it somewhat raise the question of whether what you think is a true friend out there whom you can depend on is truly there for you. The pressures of everyday society can do things to people. It may seem unfair to deem them as horrible friends or even just peers because they give up something seemingly dear to them just to obtain the greater good. It would be hypocritical to judge someone when the formal is doing just the same or something similar, in this case, the whole abandonment issue. However, has life ever been fair/just? The adult method of dealing with such issues is simply to just deal with it and let it tide over, hoping that it would be over and done with soon. An age hardly deemed as an adult would entitle the right of being slightly immature, no? Unable to take it in my stride, I find it quite hard to deal with when it boils down to situations like this. What to do but be more wary. Be more observant of your surrounding and be more critical of things happening. Things may not be what it seems to be but there may be another underlying agenda behind the whole action. Illusion is something that tricks the mind of many, just look at Chris Angel, mind freak. It shows in layman terms how effective illusion is in tricking the minds of people. It suddenly struck me how much I agree with Cheryl; it would be much nicer and safer living in a bubble of cynicism at times. These all will probably be a huge question mark for almost all right now, but only time will tell if my analysis on the situation is true or not. If it is, it will certainly shine some light on the true nature of some people. Disgust would definitely overcome me. But we shall see how things turn out, won’t we?

Don’t get what’s going on, too bad. Hardly anyone will know anyway and I am just too lazy to explain, so don’t ask me about it.

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