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School Blues
I haven’t been updating as regularly as I used too, or even not updating about as out of the ordinary stuff as I used to. Do you all want to know why? It’s because the holidays have ended and the start of a new term has dawned upon us yet again. The very first day of the term had a portentous black cloud lingering over it which had the words of whatever thing negative written all over it. It was as though it was a sign for us to quit school or something. The irony of it all was that the skies over VJC were dark and the skies over the houses nearby were clear, with the sun beating mercilessly down on poor us, causing my taxi taking expedition home with Si Hui. But that’s beside the point. Even heaven rained down on us today, the first time since god knows how many weeks ago. The torrential rain, yet another metaphorical symbol, that may be some sort of message to tell us to just stay at home. Someone up there is in all probability crying because of all the “suffering” we will be/are going through.
Seriously, what a way to start the term, with the bloody shit load of work that is due and tests on the following two days, it’s a wonder no one is falling ill or something. Even as I blog right now, I still have my Language Arts Essay that is yet to be completed. I finally got down to doing some pathetic research and structuring of how to pen down my essay. Of course, the actual act of formulating/typing/printing it out will take place tomorrow. Fortunately tomorrow is one of the shorter days, giving me time to rush home to spend the rest of the day working on the effing essay.
It’s becoming an escalating dread to bring myself to want to go school each day. In the past, there were still the people in school to look forward to. Yet recently, it seems the overall bad aura emitted by the school is over-powering that of the people that are actually making me want to go to school. If it weren’t for the crazy, weird but fun-loving bunch of people out there, I would probably have dropped out of school eons ago. Okay, hyperbole here, but if truth be told, I can’t thank my friends enough. I guess it’s you guys that make school tolerable. So here’s a shout out to my classmates and fellow comrades (haha, the comrade comment will probably raise a few eyebrows) out there, you know who you are. A big thank you to all you guys and gals (hah! I’m not sexist). Haha, that was rather a spur of the moment act, but hey, it’s always good to take time to appreciate certain things in life.
All of that aside, I shall talk about today’s sports day heats. Haha, I got first again. (8.41m okay! Haha broke my own record that I started last year.) Hopefully I didn’t come off as some sort of egocentric, pesky show off wannabe with an ever inflating head that will sooner or later explode/implode. It’s always hard to want to express my happiness but at the same time not wanting to look as if I am flaunting my strength or whatever. It was a pleasant surprise to win, seeing that I was expecting other people to do better than me this year. There were definitely lesser people last year and there are a lot more strong people taking part this year. Truth be told, it wasn’t even my strength that allowed me to win, it was my immense mass. Oh well, at least the obese/over weight slab of useless fat lump is finally put to good use. Bah, I better stop obsessing over this issue before I really become some unbearable, do I dare say it, [no, I do not dare to say it so fill in the blanks yourself. ><’’ ].
I’m feeling relatively tired so I guess I’ll make this entry a short one and go back to my sty for the night. Fuck, I think I lost my pipette filler and spoilt Nicole’s one. Damn. Is it some sign to drop chemistry or something? Maybe I should stop reading so much into things. ><’’
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Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be takingI should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
farcical-rants - 11:07 pm - Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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