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Time crawls
VJC vs TPJC
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My biological clock is off the rockers again and I have been sleeping at ungodly hours like 2.00am these few days and waking up at times like 6.00am. Damn, it took me quite some time to adjust to sleeping by 12.00mn and waking up at 6.30am so that I won’t sleep in the afternoon or evening and now its just all screwed up again. I will have to wait till some public holiday before I can adjust my body clock again, don’t ask me why, I’m just weird this way.
I have finally completed the long over due elective essay that was due on Monday. Haha. I was actually somewhat inspired to do a good job in the beginning but as it continued to drag on, I lost my drive and motivation to write it and there were moments where my head was just a blank and I had to like de-stress before I could get back on the road to completing the stupid thing. But alas, it is done and over with! So now I can relax and not worry about anything else for the moment. I have learnt to live in the moment and not think much about the future since the start of this year. If we always think of the future, we would never be able to enjoy ourselves as IP students since there will always be something to worry about, like tests or assignments or projects or other non-academic commitments.
We have to make a decision on what subject combination we want to take when we enter J1 next year and we have to decide by Friday! Haha, of course it will be just a survey and not the confirmed turn out of what we will be taking next year. As much as I hate science (actually just chemistry) and mathematics, I am pretty sure that I will be taking a science stream course. Hey, it is the best shot for the moment because it opens up different revenues for me.
I haven’t really decided what I want to do in the future. I always considered an occupation that I would be able to enjoy and have a passion for. Radio DJ crossed my mind before. I also looked into working as an actor on mediacorp or for the arts. However, I realized that acting is not really an easy job and making it into the industry is already hard enough. Of course, that would be referring to artistes on mediacorp. I think I would enjoy working for the arts. However, I am a pragmatic person and I have a feeling that the pay isn’t very appealing. I guess I may just consider the job my brother is working towards now. Teaching. Hah, I just hope that if I ever do become a teacher, I won’t strangle them alive.
There’s going to be preparation regarding our Australia trip tomorrow! At long last, a heads up to our trip overseas. I wonder what we will be going to do, probably be briefed about the universities and what we will be doing/visiting when we go there. Tomorrow will in all likelihood be attaining to admin stuff like number of days we go, room mates etc. I just wish time will fly by and this weekend will be the date that we are leaving. Seriously, I can’t stress enough how sick I am of school and life in Singapore. Yes, I know I have been brooding about this sad fact that school sucks for a long time already, but it doesn’t mean that just because I brood, the sad fact changes. So yes, life is still “sucky”. At least school life is.
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Never had a dream come true
S Club 7
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you
farcical-rants - 12:20 am - Thursday, April 20, 2006
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