Idea of Death
Oo. According to my mom, my grandmother is in the hospital. Apparently she nearly died in my uncle’s house today or something. Stupidly, my retarded uncle brought her to a polyclinic at Bukit batok, when by the way, he lives in Changi. She was than rushed to some hospital near the polyclinic after that. She has some disease called UTI, something to do with the urinary system or her bowels. I’m no doctor so I am not that sure.
Really just struck me that I would be sad if she just died like that, usually I find her a nag and a nuisance, but I guess at the end of the day, she is still my grandmother after all. But than again, I thought of whether I would be sad because she has left us or because of the thought of death. Hopefully it is either the formal or both. Anyway, death shouldn’t be such a horrible thing. I mean why drag on with life when you are already relatively fulfilled with it. Sometimes life isn’t that great too, with all the struggles and hardships. Which is why, I don’t really like to judge people who choose to end their life.
I better stop now before I tread into unsafe boundaries. Off to do homework!
farcical-rants - 10:48 pm - Thursday, June 29, 2006
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