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Brain Juice Concoction
I think I lead a very sad and pathetic life sometimes. Thus, I have decided to improve my standard of living! No more harping over stupid things which, if I think about it, are quite insignificant depending on how I want to see it. No more bothering about this and that when I can just ignore them all and not let them get to me. Makes things a lot more simple and to be honest, more often than not I feel that the bullshit that gets to me just isn’t worth all the trouble. All my years of mental blocking stuff can finally be put to good use. No more bouts of paranoia, anxiety and other foolish feelings which I should have done away with months maybe even years ago if I had actually sat down to think logically. Seriously, I don’t want to waste my time and effort anymore. I have to learn to move on yes? And I am a happier person doing so. Not that I’m not happy now, it’s just that when these things get to me, I get irritated and have to consciously tell myself not to do certain things just in case I regret doing so after the temper bogs down. And it’s not just one issue. It’s like a chain of them that comes one after another. When one goes away and I can live for a while, another rears its ugly head. It’s probably the conscious effort which is tiresome. I guess I’m just lazy in this aspect? Hah, laziness may just be my downfall. But what the hell, I will learn to live with it. Tolerance is something quite tiresome too. I shan’t make a conscious effort to be more tolerant but maybe a sub-conscious one? I think this sudden break through is like a breath of fresh air. Another light bulb moment, enlightenment feeling which I just love getting. Haha. Perhaps in ignoring all the mind numbing things that ties me down, I will actually be able to focus better on other things! Haha, who knows? I’ve made my decision and no ones going to change my mind about it. You’ve made yours and I’ve made mine. Pick yourself up and move on you know. (:
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