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Juxtaposition Of Views
Argh, my primary school friends seem so fixed on going back to visit the primary school teachers that whenever I go online, there is this mass conversation just waiting to start and bore the hell out of me. The best part is that every time I close the window, I get re-invited, until I was forced to appear offline because I don’t have any of their contacts left in my MSN to block them. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to them or anything, well actually I don’t, but like when I leave the conversation, get the hint and stop inviting me back!!! Yes, this may seem really bitchy of me, but rarh!
I feel so free at the moment, a surreal short-lived thing that will probably wear off after helmsman week or maybe even after the weekends.
On a rather random note, I am enjoying training all over again. It’s a different sort of enjoyment that I get as compared to last years training, with Wai Kin, Di Xuan and the other IP2s. Last year, I was probably just happy that I was actually in a CCA that involved a sport that I love playing. Wait, is love too strong a word? Not important to pursue right now I suppose.
I guess for this year, it is indeed a different type of feeling. I know I dreaded trainings during the first half of the year, probably because of the difference in skill level and the unfamiliarity of the team. Most of the time was pretty much spent picking up balls and watching the main team train for the A Divisions. At least that was certainly the plan that Cogito Ergo Sum had for us. It was probably during the later parts of the training when we got to at least play some sets which made it slightly more worthwhile.
Things appear to be looking up now and I think the enjoyment comes from the satisfaction of actually getting something done right once in a while (perhaps maybe even the increase in social interaction with the people of the CCA). Maybe because I don’t really have high expectations for myself and am easily pleased. Who knows? All I know is that everything I feel “suckish”, I remind myself that I’ve only had a year’s experience. The excuse is getting really old, but it still consoles me every time I use it. I presume there will be a time when the excuse can’t be used anymore, so I better buck up and do something to improve. Haha.
I also realised that I never really got down to blogging about the departure of (CES). Nothing much I suppose, just that I never realise how much I really hate a person until he is gone. Really pretentious person if you really think about it. Like the Chinese saying, dagger/knife hidden in the smile.
There was a really stupid spot check today regarding the length of the girls’ skirts in VJC. I mean, yes okay, they are some that are short and certainly whorish, sluttish or whatever you want to call it. But oh my god, you don’t have to catch every girl whose skirt is above her knee right? I mean like, honestly, catch those whose skirts are really the ultimate short kinds. You can’t expect every ones skirt to be at the knee and below, they might as well wear dresses that reach their ankles for crying out loud. I mean like some of the skirts that were caught today weren’t exactly what mini skirts look like. Or at least that’s what the person who complained claim the VJC uniform looks like. The guy is perverse I tell you. I mean like its sick enough you are staring at girls skirt length and judging to see if they are mini or not, but actually taking pictures and collating them to send to the school? I mean he must be mentally unsound or something. And honestly, this fellow must have nothing better to do with his time than to actually bring this up to complain to ministers. Like are they bothering him or harming him in any way? Get a life dude and stop staring at VJC girls’ skirts. With that said, I was also thankful that there was no spot check done on the guys. Haha.
farcical-rants - 10:28 pm - Thursday, July 20, 2006
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