Oh yay, I’m elated that I am a house comm. nominee. Such an overwhelming sense of relief to find out that I got in. But my sense of relief soon got replaced by a mix of other emotions.
Turns out that there have been stuff said about me, why ain’t I surprised? I’m quite depressed about it. Haha, I’ve actually written a whole page about what I felt, but I decided not to post it lest if offends anyone. I just want to say that people who have been saying I’m a shoe in, you are so wrong. The irony is that being a caplet doesn’t give me an advantage; in fact it gives me a disadvantage. My negative attributes exemplified in contrasts to an over-rated few, my positive attributes discounted. So actually everybody else will have an easier time smoking their way in while I will have to work extra hard to make up for past “sins”. It’s kind of a double-edged sword I suppose. People may think that I’m good but the seniors think I suck. Well, I’m supposedly given a clean slate to work with. How clean the slate really is, I wonder. It’s always hard to erase past judgements. Either way, I shall try my very best to do as much as I can. Hopefully, it won’t be the case where everyone says “sure in” and not vote.
So everyone, VOTE FOR ME!!!
